気持ちの不思議

私は元彼がこれから幸せに過ごせるようにと




本気で思ってました。




でも今は違います。




普通の状態なら




そのままの気持ちだったかも知れません。




でも私に普通ではない事が起こった時の彼の行動に




とても腹が立ち、虚無感に襲われました。




もう私は彼の幸せを望めません。




私の奇跡を返してくれと叫びたい気持ちでいっぱいです。



結婚を考えるほどの相手だったのに



気持ちがこんなにも変わるなんて



自分でも不思議です。



I thought that he who parted could spend it happily from now on seriously.
But it's different now.
If I was in a common state, it may have been a feeling as is.
But I was angry for his action when it happened to me not to be common very much, and it was attacked by nothingness.
I cann't expect his happiness anymore.
I'm full of the feelings that want to shout that I return my miracle to him.
Even oneself is mysterious that a feeling turns have been a partner as I think about marriage so much.




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