どーん！！！

元彼に借りてた物を詰めた箱ですが…



実はまだ私の手元にあります



ゆうパックの中の箱に収まりきらず、



中と小の箱で送る予定でした。



が、掃除をしていると借りてた物がどんどん出てくる



そんなわけでゆうパックの特大の箱になりました







タバコと比べるとでかいです



（兜が余裕で５匹は入ると思われる）



そして重いです



思い出（や恨み）がいっぱい詰まっているんでしょう



郵便屋さんが今日の夜に集荷に来てくれるそうです



明後日には元彼の家へ届くでしょうね～



It's the box which it filled with the thing which it borrowed from him who parted….
In fact, there is still it at my hand.
Because I had not finished being satisfied in the box of the middle of Yu-Pack, I was going to spend it with a middle and a box of the small.
But, the thing which I borrowed when I cleaned it came out steadily.
That's why I became the extra-large box of Yu-Pack.
This load is big when I compare it with a cigarette.
(Five Kabuto (my pet) will be in this box. )
And this load is heavy.
A memory (a grudge) will be jam-packed much.
A postman seems to come for collection of cargo in the night of today.
This load will reach his house which parted the day after tomorrow.



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だめですなぁ…

今日も昨日に引き続き不安定な感情のゆむぅです




正直自分でもしんどいです




でも今日はちょっと出かけないといけないしなぁ…




外の空気を吸ったら気分も変わるかな！？



I follow from yesterday, and it's unstable feelings today.
To be frank, even oneself is toilsome.
But I must go out today and….
Does my feeling change if I breathe fresh air? ?



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ゴチャ混ぜの日

今日はイライラしたり虚無感に陥ったり



涙が出たりいろいろな感情がありました…



特別な事があったわけではないのに



感情のコントロールが難しい日でしたよ。



今日も眠れそうにありません…



I was irritated today and fell into nothingness and cried, and there were various feelings….
I was the day when the control of my feelings was difficult especially though there was not a thing.
I seem not to be able to sleep today either….



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気持ちの不思議

私は元彼がこれから幸せに過ごせるようにと




本気で思ってました。




でも今は違います。




普通の状態なら




そのままの気持ちだったかも知れません。




でも私に普通ではない事が起こった時の彼の行動に




とても腹が立ち、虚無感に襲われました。




もう私は彼の幸せを望めません。




私の奇跡を返してくれと叫びたい気持ちでいっぱいです。



結婚を考えるほどの相手だったのに



気持ちがこんなにも変わるなんて



自分でも不思議です。



I thought that he who parted could spend it happily from now on seriously.
But it's different now.
If I was in a common state, it may have been a feeling as is.
But I was angry for his action when it happened to me not to be common very much, and it was attacked by nothingness.
I cann't expect his happiness anymore.
I'm full of the feelings that want to shout that I return my miracle to him.
Even oneself is mysterious that a feeling turns have been a partner as I think about marriage so much.




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デンジャラス貧乏

私ただいまデンジャラス貧乏でございます



今月は年明けからいろいろな事があったので



傷病手当の申請が遅れてしまったんですよぅ…



なのでまだ傷病手当が振り込まれていません。



傷病手当が入ったらアロマ用品買って洋服買って…



固定の支払い以外は



ぜ～んぶ自分の為に使うんだもんね～！！！



デート代もいらなくなったしね！！






あ、入院費払わないと…



今回はめちゃ高かったし…



It's poor so that I'm in danger now.
I have been behind with the application of the compensation for injuries and diseases in various ways from the new year because there was a thing….
So compensation for injuries and diseases is not yet transferred.
If compensation for injuries and diseases enters, I buy an aroma article, and buy clothes….
I all use it for oneself other than fixed payment! ! !
The date charges didn't need me either and! !


Oh, I must pay hospital charges….
It was large this time….



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